My this individual is the disposition that the sort of loving that be in alone, or saying is the sort of not quite the disposition that is suffering with be in alone. Everyday 9 hours do not chat with who, alone ran, write an article, I do not feel dull. And work to be compared together with the person, I prefer one individual silent not to make a sound to the ground reads or hear music absorbedly. Want the business that a person does only, I can think up a lot of coming.

---The Chun Shu on the village " what do I talk about when I talk about ran "

Chapter 1

Sleep to nature to wake on the weekend, get up picture weak makeup, the book goes straight towards cafe continuously or be being taken next is sweetmeats inn, stay over most day, read a book, hear music, see a movie, time is incompact not slow. . . . . .

Yes, in the day that does not have a friend, I always am so spend holiday.

With one kind is fond of with content not the great-hearted condition with personal Bei, with loneliness in the heart this Lilliputian became the adulterer adulteress of act in collusion with each other.

Because do not want to be raped by loneliness, did loneliness first then, result, however, fell in love with loneliness.

In fact, not was oneself one day a person.

Company and rented house, 2.1 line, act independently. Return a tiny bit of land, performing the daily drama of as white as all sides wall, do not have a response without the accident without the surprise. The player still can leave everyday, unmanned appreciation, vocal all the time also------To avoid to decay quietly.

It is normal.

But every time this kind of moment, come out to ask the question of a get angry letting a person with respect to meeting somebody: Don't you feel very doleful?

Your his Mom had better shut up to me, say the letter does not believe me to break your bifurcation leg again! ! !

Know loneliness and doleful distinction?

Loneliness is to be done not have so that eat, loneliness is not to want to eat.

Loneliness is one hungry is not choosy about his food, loneliness still is met choose whatever is to one's personal advantage.

Loneliness is to search get the person is shared do not have a qualification however, and alone, it is to cannot find the person that can share.

Chapter 2

In know on search " alone " two words, can come out immediately a lot of the real situation that come from all corners of the land are revealed, see the criticism nodding assist that hit the nail on the head, lying between screen to also can hold a group in the arms to warm oneself.

I also go into that sea mile, da of bang Da bang makes on a few words:

Case of a music sees when shopping, very happy, also like very much, I can let grabbing a hand without the person beside discovery however excited. . . . . .

The answer says someone: The most alone, not be to cannot follow a person to be together, know to want to be together with who far from however.

Numerous netizen heats up a tear to be filled with the socket of eye to nod assist madly next, all is loner.

Yes, like a person to cannot be together however, very sad, but sadder is you lose the ability that likes a person gradually, your enchanted person also can not let again beside, feel occasionally oneself a person is quite nice, be afraid that oneself want such loneliness really again occasionally eventually old.

Someone says this is ill, that everybody is ill, the disease is not curable, incorrigible, the heart also won't beat quickly, face also won't red, even " I like you " also say to be not exported.

Obviously so much little romance wants to give a person entirely, can be where he is.

A person, not was together with who, because there is another person in the heart,not be, deceive oneself as well as others however. Time is long, oneself within an inch of was believed.

Like an eccentric person by look upon, still rise from ridicule occasionally: It is grievance talent really.

Chapter 3

Remember " moon and sixpenny " have a paragraph of word:

Our everybody gives birth to be loneliness on this world, everybody is by captivity in an iron tower, can rely on a few symbols to communicate his idea with others only, and these symbols do not have collective value, because ambiguous inaccuracy decides their meaning, we want very pitifully to convey the value in him heart to others, but the ability that they did not accept these money however.

Like if feel,be the same as experience, value is communicated also is extravagant hopes.

Because know the words fail to express the meaning, then desire character stops again.

Then even if body is in the scene of debauchery that toast each other in, loneliness still also can come unexpectedly: What are you telling, I listen not to understand; Sing together, but you do not think; Drink bar, also be no good, I am allergic. . . . . .

Everybody begins to be fed up with later gathered, playing is reason at the same place, lay open say, still be to have respective loneliness severally.

In be in hot city personally, brush a shoulder with the person everyday and pass, what you do not know their group is lively, what they also do not know you to be in alone is delighted, still meet alone, antipathetic, dispensable.

Still remember going to school at that time, we always are very count a friend, no matter be to go up to finish class or have a meal, must pull a hand one case, if the friend did not feel beside,await in those days very fear, the hand does not know to be put toward which, the rice is not aromatic also. . . . . . Had never wanted to be able to become so independent actually one day, so oneself a person also can do so eventful: Have a meal sleep, shop take a picture, see a doctor take medicine. . . . . .

Was affixed indescribably then " firm " label, rip rip do not drop.

It is very much only experience, those a lot of have not are in what the person place that pass does not understand to experience alone, all oneself swallow, do not explain, not pitiful, also do not fear.

The person is inborn and alone. Since authority is such, it what still have is good to what still have fear?

Because he had not been experienced truly,total imagination is if the move is very terrible, when loneliness came really, feel the whole world has him only a person when, must be accepted with the habit, have two results finally only: Or is greatly upset to search associate to play together everywhere all day, such seeing be like joy very empty however; Or gets the timeline that is in alone appropriate, this are dry dry, from the field that lead energy of life, foot high morale is held high.

Always had wanted so that sing like Xue Zhiqian in that way:

You can need not embarrass look for match, also do not fear a person sleeps.